yesterday sch was boring...b4 bio wanted 2 take jaime's bio bk frm locker de...but 4got which is her locker...hehe...i 4got my notebk too...i getting more n more absent-minded these days....

den had p.e....hav 2 do da survey...den i cough n cough*cough cough* den mark chan ask me dun run..hehe...but onli 1 rnd nia...everybody is getting sick....everybody is coughing...sheesh...

den had a*maths test...i nvr study..but i noe how 2 do!!!=) hahaz....but a*maths still seem chim 2 me....den anz,ling n jess went off early 4 their band performance....my whole grp onli left me!!!so bored....den we had some maths activity...i grp up wif x.t,farhad n faizal....we make a great grp!!!!suppose solve some equations n match all da pieces together 2 form a pic....cant believe my grp so fast...mrs lim was amazed too!!she keep checking n checking....den she rewarded us wif nougats....she took out a few frm da box den i see got so many flavour....den i ask can each person hav 2...den she giv...den faizal ask can take 3?so all of us take 3 each....den got 1 extra....we spilt it n share...wan 2 noe how 2 spilt a nougat tts so hard? we put metal ruler there den hammer it wif da calculator...it was such a funny sight...

den assembly...choir n band....da band conductor quite funny..but irritating also...keep toking n explaining...like i understand?i rather hear them play den him tok...but ling...i heard ur solo!!!

den had chi compo class....tt stupid horse....die die wan me sit at my own seat....den i so bored lor...ash went competition...gifford move 1 seat behind....bh also zhao....tt horse nvr notice other pp change lor....den i like stuck wif 2 sec5s in front of me?i dun even noe them...but luckily write compo tt time tt horse left...but i cant imagine every wk hav 2 write 1 compo...stupid can....i hate writing compo!!!!

den after tt ml come my class llok 4 me...den we go wait 4 yl...den wj msg me call me go np rm...den announce i squad official printer?i dun wan tt!!!!!!!!!!!!stupid jaime...i tt time juz say say nia...den u really go suggest.hmmph!i shld hav juz kept my mouth shut...or mayb shldnt hav helped u all pritn stuffs all da time...but i too nice le always helping...hehex....

den go wait 4 yl...den walk 2 east coast...ml!!!dun so lazy!!!abit of walking wun die de!!!den sit near da beach waiting 4 hui hui,jannah n faezah....den started raining abit..i ml n yl went 2 shelter..onli jaime still sit there...den call her come no reply...look so lost in tot....we all tot she missing wq or sth...mayb she is...hehe....den tt yl chao lame can?take my fone call her fone which was wif me..=.=||den she keep in her bag 4get return me....den after tt jannah or hui hui call...den ask us go the lagoon there 2 meet them....den we walk there....finally saw hui hui!!!i miss ya!!!!den she call me n yl dun go there 1st...den i n yl faster run there...hehex...

den we all go eat...jannah n hui hui treat...i n yl so gd rite...instead of buying sth 4 ourselves we buy sth 2 share...da chicken wings was yummy!!!den jannah go buy somemore....den eat 1/2way jannah n jaime plop 2 cake on da table n every1 started singing....isnt tt sweet???den tt jaime ask me n yl eat da cake...say wad last 1 finish drink up all da chilli n satay sauce on da table.....hahaz....den da cake like melting le....den got cream....guess wad i did???i scope da cream n put on every1's face!!!all thankz 2 yl's idea!!!!den tt ml started chaing me wif satay sauce....-.-||den i got satay sauce all ova me...look so dirty can? n i onli out face lor!!!all ur clothes still clean lor!!!n u all still steal my pahang shirt!!!hmmph!den we wash up...came bac wanted 2 drink my coconut....but i realized something amiss....i tot i took da top off???how come its there????den jaime started laughing....omg...i open up n look....CHILLI!!!!!!!!!!they put chili!!!!luckily i nvr drink...phew!

afta tt we go 2 da beach.....den we saw it.....got ppl built stuff in da sand!!!jaime tot its boobs...tt sicko...den we went 2 look....its a whale,dolphin, n octapus!!!omg...its dam nice can???den ml accitelly destroyed da whale's tail....den we decide 2 build starfish!!!!patrick star!!!!den tt jaime go build a *ahem 4 it...den she n jannah challenge build boobs....pervert sia....den we took many photos wif our star!!!=) yl happen 2 stand near the sea...so we pushed her in....but hui hui save her....but she also kena....=x...n i swear!!!i nvr push hui hui in!!!i pull nia=) hahaz....den we go back toilet wash up...tt jaime go n buy more chcken wings..who eat?herself!!!omg....look at her!!!eat so much still so thin!den faezah treated every1 2 milo dino!sad 2 say...i bought my drink le=( or else she can treat me too!!!den we walk 2 take bus...jaime drink her milo sooooo fast...den i say she suck very fast.....den dunno who say she got lots of practice!!!she somemore can suck 2!lol!!!!den jaime say jannah drink very slowly....den jannah say coz she nvr practice sucking!!!so funny!!!den i n hui hui took same bus home frm interchange....tok lots...

den i go home see her prezzie....so touching can....see le almost tear lor....i agree...handmade prezzie is da best...esp when they hav special meanings frm ur closest frenz!!!ml de also very touching....its a token of our frenship...dun worry...i will treasure it!!!!jojo,mabel n haz also gave me handmade prezzie....i luv it gals!!!!i really do!!!!

n 2 hui hui....those things u like abt me i also like abt u!!!but i dun think i m tt nice anymore...=( no...is i m not tt nice n gd as u say....u da best!!!u definately is da diamond i found btw da stones!n...i not chlidish!!!!thankz 4 understanding da meaning behind those lols too!....i think onli u understand...wad r frenz 4?*winkz*




did a personality test..

How you approach life and how you appear to others-
you appear gentle and soft, and you act rather reserved with others until you know them well and feel it is safe to be open with them. you have a strong need for emotional security and a sensse of belonging,and are deeply attached to the past:your heritage, roots, family, cherished feriands, familiar places, etc. Making radical changes or moves away from what is known and safe can be very painful and difficult for you. You tend to cling and hold on to people, memories, possessions of personal or sentimental significance. Having a home, a safe haven, is very important to you.

The inner you: Your real motivation-
You are a freedom-loving, strong-willed, and independent-minded individual, and you insist upon living your own life as you see fit, even if that means ignoring convention and tradition. In personal relationships you cannot be owned or possessed, and while you are willing to share yourself with another,you do not always adjust easily to the emotional give and take of a close relationship. Though intellectually open, you can be enormously stubborn, opinionated, and inflexible on a one-to-one level. You have a strong convictions and feelings about fairness and equality, and you try to live by your ideals, but your ideals about how people SHOUlD treat one another don't always take into account human weaknesses, differences, and needs. You probably dislike sentimentality and traditional gender roles and "games".

i think abit true la...but izzit completely true?its 4 me 2 noe n 4 u 2 find out!*winkz*anyway....happy bday jun jun!*muackz*




happy birthday 2 cheryl!!!n of coz....2 me!!!!lalala....yay!!!i finally 16 le!woohoo!!!!=Xhahaha!!!wee~i so happy!!!

k...leave all unhappiness in age 15 like wad some1 told me....so...its a fresh new beginning!!!!

k....1st of all.....today...my birthday!!!went 2 sch....met kris,py,tine n i got my prezzie.den ling n jess came ....wish me happy bday too...den 1 guy frm my class ask izzit my bday so i say yes....surprise surprise!

its denan n alvin's turn 4 morning digest today....they tok abt toilet bowl...funny sia...den b4 they end their speech.....they wish me happy bday!!!!ahhh!!!!so paiseh can....ppl surrounding me like all look at me*blush*lol...

den during maths tt sk keep wanting 2 sing bday song....all coz no1 wanted 2 do maths!!!wahahaha....but nvr la...o ya...during chem i receive a big bear frm cel....cute sia...den recess time gave cheryl prezzie....both of us like carrying so much stuff!!!but i put mine all in np room!!!m i smart or wad?wahaha....den i offer rocher 2 all my close frenz....i gd rite...wahahaha.

den hw time....sheesh...there seems 2 b much more hw today!stupid teachers....but i finish most le...yay!den after tt go np room meeting....tok tok tok...finally over!![guys!u all beta shut up abt da daniel thingy k] den i,jaime n ml go 7-11...saw jess,py n kris there.py so funny sia...keep covering her cheeks scared i pinch...but her cheeks dam rosy sia...=) den we accompany ml go bac sch bus-stop....den take bus 2 bedok inter...

ask jaime if she wan go wif me 2 pasir ris but she dun wan.....so i went myself.....tt time was arnd 1807!!!the time i was born!!!cool rite? den met gh at pasir ris....den walk 2 pasir ris park....diff frm sat wan... he bought a cake 4 me!!thankz!!!!den onli we 2 eat...=X full sia....den i treat him drink...den we go see moon!!!da moon dam nice!!!!too bad da sun is on da other side...haiz...but at tt time the colour of da sky was soooooooooooooooo NICE!!!diff colour n diff shades..wow!!!den we tok tok...play wif sand den go home le....

k...list of wad prezzie i got....
snoopy teddy n rocher frm tttt(mostly)
2 photo frames...frm matt n ling. sec3 gals
piggy keychain frm jun
bear bear frm cel
piggy tissue box cover,earring n lingerie frm NCOs 2304!!+1 ex-nco=X
lip gloss frm my sis
anklet,earring n bracelet frm my dear mummy!
necklace wif diamonds frm dd![i tot i hav it when i was younger?]
n i got nth frm my bro...see la...got gf dun wan mei mei le*sob*
n theres more 2 come!!!!frm ml,hazel n jojo!!!

not 4geting....bday wishes frm all my frenz!!!cindy!!!i miss u...cant believe u still rmb me.....*sob*
okie....must go slp le....yesterday spring cleaning till block nose le*sniff sniff*its getting harder 2 breathe every min!





upset...apologetic...angry...confused...dun ask me y...i dun wanna explain...i juz hate myself...i hate myself i hate myself I HATE MYSELF!!!aaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*sob* wads happening????y do things havta turn out like tis?i really didnt wish things would turn out like tis....but did any of u tot how i feel???????????????all of u onli wan me 2 follow ur plans....i m not a dog who must do wad u say...i hav my own fears n feelings....n hav any of u tot how i felt when u all walk in da front n leave me tagging along at da bac???its supposed 2 b my day!yet i actually felt left out n redundant...

u wanted me 2 noe how u felt when ur plan turns out like tis...but did u think of how i felt???i wanted 2 tell u....but it seems tt u wouldnt listen...so i didnt....i m tired of hiding my feelings....tired of explaining myself....tired of life!did any1 see my tears when tis thing happen?

2 any1 whos reading tis but dun like wad i said...get lost!tis is my blog!i write wadever i wan 2.n plz...plz dun ask me wad happen....it would onli bring tears 2 me...dun remind me any more....

n thankz ml 4 hearing me out....hope da next time i tok 2 u on da phone i wouldnt b crying.

n da swenson's wish....wad i really hope is 4 my whole family 2 go eat earthquake....like wad we did yrs ago b4 those things tt happen.2 share it wif my dad,mum,bro n sis....2 laugh like we used 2....2 feel my whole family's presence....but i noe it will nvr happen...but 2 my squad...i appreciate ur efforts.i really do...i appreciate ur gifts...i really do...but 2 wear it in public is too much...anyway....thankz




yawns....tis has been a tiring wk....homework hrs started le....sian =(

mon-
ash n xt was down 4 morning digest!xt nvr laugh!gd work!during chi i n ash played battleship...hehe....i won!yay!1st day of homewk hrs...suppose 2 b eng n humanities...had morni...so sian.we had no homewk!!!!

tue-
khairil n yj morning digest....yj hands shake till dam obvious!!!(hope i dun shake)jaime had stomachache n go toilet juz b4 flag-rising start....flag-rising over n she still in toilet =.=|| i tot she kena stuck in toilet bowl sia....den after sch got np.had lotsa sec1s.but its all coz its compulsory 2 try.den we lack of manpower....chao messy...in da end i 1 person handle the pegging part....almost went crazy den luckily its games time n those ncos who took sec2n3 came n help out...den games time...the guys all went 2 play soccer wif the winning team of sec2n3.den those not playing wanted 2 do sth...esp jac...wanted 2 play captain's ball....so i go organise...she was so happy she scream out loud 'dora mdm!!!i luv u!!!' ke siao...i very straight de k....den we had fun playing..wee~~~den debrief...end up hav 2 change plans 4 sec1 selection...wth...the CIs r nvr satisfied...k lar....mayb its our fault....

wed-
farhad went up 4 morning digest!woohoo~~he went alone!!!clap 4 him!!hahaz...had an extremely boring day...had physics test too...i fell aslp during da test...but i still finish in time!m i pro or wad?=> hahaz...mrs lim nvr come....so maths do w/s...contact time slp...after sch homewk time also 4 maths...so i went crazy wif jess!...like wad ling said...i m mental=)))wad 2 do....i m bored...i hav 2 entertain myself u noe...den class over!went 2 tm wif jaime....walk arnd da newer part of century sq....den she see lingerie shop become excited...lol...den wan 2 go in so go lor....but inside she headache....coz too many lingerie le!!!somemore all colour bright bright de...u turn ur head all lingerie...like maze liddat....den we go see accessories...actually wanted 2 buy scrunchie de.but heng nvr buy!or else waste money sia....
den jaime went home n i go cut hair...at 1st onli wanna layer n trim de....but tt hairdresser persuade me 2 cut....i think i was outta my mind 2 agree....mayb i m too slpy*yawns* lol...i actually fell aslp when tt guy cutting my hair!!!lol...den my mother wake me up...say dun slp later head will move den cut wrong....so i tried not 2 slp...but i cant control my eyelids...hehe....i heard da hairdresser say i very ke lian...must early early wake up go sch until 4+ den study study study....den they last time 4+ already playing...lol!arghh!!!my hair so short!!! cannot tie liao!!!hmmphs

thurs-
its gh n gw's turn 4 morning digest!they very calm sia...envy...hope i can b as calm too!today had 3 tests...can u beieve it???3 tests!!!all b4 recess!!!1 after another!!!no break at all!!!its killing my brain!!!den during chem i bth le...i fall aslp!!!zzZZzZZ....*snore* i slp until jaime nuddge me n mr lim ask me wake up =X so paiseh!!!den do w/s....dun understand at all....i still sleepy n i miss out wad he teaching.sian! den ss ms yati didnt come.y teachers like all taking leave ar? k nvm...we did ss w/s....den its lunch! den homewk time!its all sciences...mr toh came 4 physics n we did his w/s...yay!1 hw down!den had chem....mrs tay came =.=|| dam luo suo can...ask her 1 qns she tok n tok....understand le den say ok...but she still continue tok n tok....re-explain somemore!!! den bio time...had 2 do the tys....nobody seems 2 hav da tb wi them even though we had bio today...so dunno how 2 do den slack till da days over!!!wee~ den go np rm 4 meeting 4 da sec1 selection....chao pervertic sia....we end up toking abt balls instead of planning.wif jaime arnd wad 2 expect?*winkz* in da rm onli me,jaime n wj....tt wj very cooperative...he actually ans all our qns....but till now i still dun understand...cant help it...i too pure n innocent le=)

comments i get 4 cutting my hair....a scream frm ml n 'y u cut ur hair?????' relax ml....i haven die yet...den swati ask me i got time cut meh?since i got 3 tests...hehe....den da guys in np like all same reaction de....all so sarcas can..cel call my name n gave me a thumbs up.LOL...so izzit nice or not nice? haiz..dun care...i still prefer long...




happy belated 2 ml!haha...

yesterday went 2 celebrate her bday.we met at bedok...den she keep looking at the plastic bag wif her prezzie....den went 2 bugis...see her use plastic bag 2 put her stuffs so gave her the prezzie so she can use...den she so happy....finally got her bag...den waited n waited...den found out daniel,zq n ant not coming =.=||...den we go see got wad movie....no movie sia...sian...den go eat...took a freaking long time 2 decide wad 2 eat.in da end settle 4 mos burger...den we go arcade coz da guys wanna play lan.den jaime wanted 2 buy cake so ask me bring ml away...den we went on shopping spree!!!hahaz.we go all da clothes shop coz she wanted 2 buy sweater n jeans.but in da end nvr buy anything.den walk past a shop n we bought yl's prezzie!!!hahaz...den saw a shop...sell earrings,necklace n bracelet for 3 for $10!quite cheap...nice too...we wanted 2 buy de...but tt jaime started calling us so we left....mayb 1 day i go back there buy..haha....

den went 2 da np shop...saw wq n jaime leaning on da railing....den i n ml tot they having a gd time...didnt want go interupt de..hehe....*winkz* .den went 2 take np...wq like so not enthu...den tt jaime last time like enthu 2 take de leh...but dunno y sudd so sian 2 take...den ml choose da machine but it broke down!!!so suay...den go another 1 2 take....so funny can...take 1/2 way wq sudd say 'ma de' O.o..i shock can...didnt noe he got say tt de...den go decorate....didnt finish in time....wa sian....but at least da 2 i decorating got put something...hehe...den print come put....wq n jaime's shirt change colour...so funny...da 1 we all sit down de is da nicest!ml also agree...hehe....den we came out of da shop...jaime n wq busy toking in front...den i n ml took da opp. 2 sneak away..lol...we go take elevator den go 2 da arcade find da guys...den wq n jaime call i n ml purposely dunwan ans...den jaime find us le come strangle me =X hehe...den waited 4 a long time 4 da guys 2 finish playing...

next stop sky garden!!!wee...celebrated ml bday wif da cake there...den wq left...den we started playing monkey wif jen's wallet!when he got it bac i n jaime will go tickle him till he surrender it..lol...den we go fountain of wealth walk 3 rounds....wif me splashing water at da rest..hehe...hope i really get rich.den had a meeting....where 2 go next.some wan go chinatown some dunwan.den i suggest steamboat.den all agree except leonard n jen...den jaime keep calling their name...like jiao chun liddat...den jen say if leonard go he go...den jaime started chasing after leonard!!!hahaz...poor leonard...den finnaly decide 2 go marina bay eat steamboat...along da way tt zh keep propoganda da rest not 2 go....shut up la u idiot!but nvm....we reach there in no time.den go eat...leonard chao sadistic can....take da prawns still alive wan n cook half of it...torture those poor prawns...hav 2 die a torturous death =X.den play zhong ji mi ma....wj n ml keep losing....den da last round jaime lost!den we make her a chao disgusting mixture...all da leftovers all add inside....even got spider!!!den leonard go scoup it up...den he offer make another 1 coz of sda spider...but jaime juz drink it up!!!yuckz!

den on da way home....the guys keep telling ghost story....wad climb staircase must turn slowly....later will see 'it' den last train got those things....idiot la...i go home like very scared lor...

den fri....sy saw ml's flowers n tot it was valentine's day..LOL!!!haiz...i fail 2nd class!!!nooooooooooooo....y i always fail drill badge de????haiz...den joseph say wad history reapeat itself....squad ic dun hav 2nd class....go die lar....at least i pass sergent can...haiz...den wl make us change n go driveway....stupid la....knee very pain can...wear skirt do gals pumping on da rough driveway pain lor...

den thurs...jess n anz nvr come!!!den my grp onli left ling n me...n ling also sick but coz got ting xie den come....thankz ling..if u also nvr come i dunno how 2 survive da day sia....=(...theres germs arnd my grp!!!watch out!!! my whole grps's sick!!!




yay!!!cca orientation over!!!wee~~~been waiting 4 tis day 4 a looonngggg time sia...=>

k...fri....
jess didnt come 2 sch.....we miss u jess!!!*cry*its so diff without u....luckily got no eng....or i can juz die sia.....den during chi wrote compo....i n ash almost drove gifford n lu crazy....hehe...bo bian la...tt horse put 2 lousy in chi wan together n tts wad ppl arnd us get!wahahaha...n da handbook!!!quite nice....not as bad as last yrs...
next....cca orientation...its over its over*dancing 4 joy*hahaha....its a long awaited day!luckily my side nth went wrong...phew...but i like short of manpower...sudd everybody gone...den i control radio de...den always too soft!!!wad 2 do..i put loudest le...nvm....the worse was da 3rd time....the music sudd stop!!!my heart follow also like stop sia....den it was a sec2 who tripped over da wire.....told him dun sit on top of the wire le dun listen...see la...bu ting lao ren ye...chi kui zai yan qian!
den debrief...sss gave us choice either pump or demerit..we all choose demerit!!!hahaz...den he like pick on qazim lor...ask qazim a qns...qazim reply softly he shouted..poor qazim...look so shocked!!!den daniel say we all demerited together coz we 1 squad...must share happiness n woe together...LOL!!!so funny....den some of us laugh lor...den sss scold....slap his face la....
den sss pay me n ant bac our $$$!!!yay!!!den i paid zwl bac too..haiz...den i n jaime go eat da bbq food....she rubbish lor....she n christine keep calling tt guy they wanted 2 marry....i see him he like scared of them lor..poor boy....jaime!!!let him off ba!!!!

anyway....an early happy bday 2 ling!!!!wee~~~~luv ya!!!!*hugz*




hahaz...i think i suffering frm depression sia....dunno y...mayb its stress ba...

tues...
in da morn i wanted 2 put da banner...but jaime opposed...fine lor dun put....but sy wan...den end up np time put...ppl say its stupid 2 put when we going 2 put another 1 le...yet some agree later other ccas take the place....wad u guys wan me 2 do????put also wrong...dun put also wrong....gimme a break!!went thru sch feeling depressed...ilyana said i look depressed..ml said i look n sound like i gonna cry...=<>.< den kris today asked me how come i sudd so close wif lu...hahaz....coz we share locker u see...den always going locker together...so recess shun bian eat together...haiz...everybody seemed so busy wif sec1 orientation....got no1 2 accompany me after sch....so come home n rot....haiz....den ml called!!!we tok lotz....haiz....i feel beta toking 2 her....she say i sounded as though i gonna hav a nervous breakdown!!!!2 say da truth...i m!!!!haiz...

tmr is da day....orientation is coming!!!!i cant help dreading it yet i wish it was over....haiz....




arghh!!!!its so hard 2 a publicity ic!!!anybody wanna take over????????ml!!!u wanna b???i let u b!!!

sicko...tt stupid banner...how i wish i can tear it up n burn it!!!!da slogan everything i trying 2 ren le lor....coz its new yr i dun wan go ji jiao liao....but arghh!!!!wth!!!!sy kept asking tis n tat...y sew tmr?y not today?y nvr help sss n hy?wad if tmr place taken?wad if ppl dun wan negiotiate?den i told him i will tell them CIs....den he ask tell them wad can they do....wth!!!den u ask me wad can i do????if i noe wad 2 do we can b CIs liao lor...den u all not needed..u hear me?if we can do CIs job CIs r NOT needed!!!!n dun blame me 4 saying tt....ur fellow CI say de...i quoting nia.....

den i wonder wad frenz r 4....i wonder sometimes....tell some1 abt it den all i get is silence n dotz...a looonngggg time later den come ask i kena bombarded izzit???i wonder if reaction slow or dun care abt me....sheesh...i wanted 2 say sth sarcas de lor....but i controling my temper now....coz i noe things would get ugly....n 2 those i blew up at i m sorry...its my fault....but i cant help it....i got so much on my mind rite now tt i cant think straight....haiz....not all probs can b shared....dunno who 2 share wif also....certain probs repeat too many times da other person will get irritated too...n certain probs share wif certain ppl they will not noe wad u toking also....

sheesh...i feeling emotional now sia....haiz....times like tis i wish 4 some1 2 hear me out...yet i wish tt ppl would leave me alone...arghh!!!!

the webbie!!!ppl think its done...but its a far cry frm our template...n haiz...dunno la huh....poster...need alot of ink wad u noe?den noticeboard also need print pics...haiz....ppl ask me help 2 do things...2 print things....i always help de lorz....coz if i dun help i will feel bad....but when i need help in printing?does anybody help?NO!all sudd com spoil printer spoil printer no ink....den i havta practically plead ppl 4 tt favour....pathetic....how pathetic can i get?

n my squad!sux can!ask 4 help nia sudd almost every1 offline....or else excuses....wth...is tt wad a squad suppose 2 b?we hav been together 4 3 yrs le...arent we suppose 2 help 1 another?den if 1 of da guys need help....almost whole squad there 2 help....y da diff treatment?after 3 yrs i still dun fit in....haiz...i think i made a mistake yrs ago when i choosing cca...mayb even in choosing sch...but wad 2 do?i insisted on staying even when my whole family persuaded me 2 change...i cant bac out now...its da choice i made...da path i chose...

i think i stayed on was coz of tt incident in sec1...i tot np was a huge family where every1 care 4 1 another...i think i was being too naive...




hahz....woke up late today...supposed 2 meet jaime at 6....but reach there arnd 6.20...hehe...den go sch n open np room door....omg!so messy!!!!den we clear abit....but i think no diff leh.hahaz

den saw jess,py n ling!!!i practically went crazy!!!!den i keep wishing them happy new yr den we keep hugging like we very long nvr meet liddat.hahaz...den jess giv me prezzie n i gave them their prezzie....but wait!wheres kris?????i went crazy again when i didnt see her lorz...den later i saw her....den i start being crazy over again!!!wahahaha!!!den saw justine too...den we crap n crap till it was time 2 go hall

i n ling step into the hall together....*gasp*wad happen???i tot the floor was wet!!!but no...they waxed the floor!!!yuckz!k nvm....we look 4 our class....den realized it became 4V!!!!so er xin can...4/1 sounds nicer....den nvm...sit there listen ng kok wei tok n tok....i end up unwrapping my prezzie!!!wahahaha!kris prezzie so cute can!den jess wan too!!!den go homeroom...omg!!!its on da 4th level!!!!>.<

den in classroom ilyyana sat behind me...den tt evil jaime change seat wif her so she can stop me frm slping....stupid lor....if i nvr move 4 some time she will kick my chair den threaten 2 pull my hair...haiz....i so suay can....got jaime behind me....hahaz...but not 4 long!!!!den mrs lim tok n tok....den say dun b late...den she started naming some ppl...den tt stupid jaime started calling out my name....=.=|| at 1st mrs lim nvr hear de...but she keep saying...say untill mrs lim stare at me n say'n...*stare* gals ar....' sheesh...who says gals cant b late?n i not always lor....

after the ordeal in da classroom...we went 2 da hall...so messy can....i was lost!!!den finally spotted faizal....den went over....den mr mg started counting down...O.O very gd sia...10 counts everybody sit down le...lol...den start all those talks abt homeroom....halfway thru i got so bored i slept..hehe....the more i sleep the more slpy i get lor....

den its time 4 recess!!!!i n fl go eat some tom yam noodles....half da bowl filled wif beansprout lor...so er xin...den fl got tis chao cool phone...not sold in s'pore de.she went 2 hk 2 buy de...lol...den recess over go bac 2 our homeroom....i open jaime's prezzie 4 me which was chox n share wif ppl arnd me...yum yum...den i put it all in jess mini drawers...hehe...den we sat in grps...ling,anz,jess n me same grp...unfortunately they band de...so i end up nth 2 say...lol...ling bf quite shuai..lol...not bad not bad...lol...den i took jess hp play...nice phone u hav jess...

den we go hall again....haiz....tis time is principal come tok....den mr oh tok abt cip...dunno wad they saying also...i slept thru..hehe...but i awoke in time 2 hear ouyang say'tis yr np nvr get any award...hope they get bronze' =.=|| insulting sia...could practically hear ppl frm ncc snickering away....den tt ilyana!!!go pull my hair...wth...i juz tie properly lor....somemore disturb my slp....hard 2 find comfy position k....

den sch finally ends!!!go np room kena bombarded by da guys....den tt stupid jen...laugh so loud....all gang up against me....hmmph!qi fu ruo xiao nu zi!den nvm....go find ms lim 2 lend sewing machine...den she tell me mdm farizah is np teacher so go find her...>.<....den go find oc....die die also dun let us use....den keep asking y we do last min work...y last wk nvr do....i feel like screaming into her ear 2 go ask CIs.den havta call sss....arghh!!!sux man...den hav 2 plan 4 tmr....busy sia....

den in da end come home so bored...n here i m blogging away!such a boring day yet i hav so much 2 say sia.....dunno y also....hehe....must go do SANA le...its due tmr!!!!!arghh!!!!




hahz...ita a new yr ahead!!!

haiz....sch gonna start in a few hrs time...hate it sia....the homeroom system n da wad universal system....rubbish.....make me confused nia.....nvm....but at least got all my frenz!!!wahahaha...i miss u guys!*muackz*hehe...n of coz...kris prezzie.....haha....

haiz....y do ppl come together onli 2 part?
y do ppl fall in luv yet end up hating each other?
y do ppl do things tt make pthers sad?
y do ppl feel sad,depress n get jealous?
y????
y is life unfair?
y is life tortourous?
y m i born here?

haiz....guess i will nvr hav answers 2 my qns...
everytime tt sth happens....theres a force tt wakes me up....usually i slp like pig....but dunno y i will wake up at those times...n hear wad i not supposed 2 hear n dun wan 2 hear....ppl tell me dun care go slp...but they dun understand my pain....usually i will b crying...under my blanket not allowing others 2 see....but y???i will nvr understand them....

anyway...its a brand new yr....must 4get abt unhappy things,so i will not tok abt any of it le=X...hehe.....yesterday went shopping wif mum....wahahah...i keep buying clothes....sch start dunno got time go shopping le ma...so must do abit new yr shopping 1st.den bot a few skirts....every yr i buy skirt....den after new yr i dun wear le....hahaz....i dun understand myself too.>.<

k...gtg slp le....later i fall aslp on 1st day of sch den chia lat...