arghh!!!!its so hard 2 a publicity ic!!!anybody wanna take over????????ml!!!u wanna b???i let u b!!!

sicko...tt stupid banner...how i wish i can tear it up n burn it!!!!da slogan everything i trying 2 ren le lor....coz its new yr i dun wan go ji jiao liao....but arghh!!!!wth!!!!sy kept asking tis n tat...y sew tmr?y not today?y nvr help sss n hy?wad if tmr place taken?wad if ppl dun wan negiotiate?den i told him i will tell them CIs....den he ask tell them wad can they do....wth!!!den u ask me wad can i do????if i noe wad 2 do we can b CIs liao lor...den u all not needed..u hear me?if we can do CIs job CIs r NOT needed!!!!n dun blame me 4 saying tt....ur fellow CI say de...i quoting nia.....

den i wonder wad frenz r 4....i wonder sometimes....tell some1 abt it den all i get is silence n dotz...a looonngggg time later den come ask i kena bombarded izzit???i wonder if reaction slow or dun care abt me....sheesh...i wanted 2 say sth sarcas de lor....but i controling my temper now....coz i noe things would get ugly....n 2 those i blew up at i m sorry...its my fault....but i cant help it....i got so much on my mind rite now tt i cant think straight....haiz....not all probs can b shared....dunno who 2 share wif also....certain probs repeat too many times da other person will get irritated too...n certain probs share wif certain ppl they will not noe wad u toking also....

sheesh...i feeling emotional now sia....haiz....times like tis i wish 4 some1 2 hear me out...yet i wish tt ppl would leave me alone...arghh!!!!

the webbie!!!ppl think its done...but its a far cry frm our template...n haiz...dunno la huh....poster...need alot of ink wad u noe?den noticeboard also need print pics...haiz....ppl ask me help 2 do things...2 print things....i always help de lorz....coz if i dun help i will feel bad....but when i need help in printing?does anybody help?NO!all sudd com spoil printer spoil printer no ink....den i havta practically plead ppl 4 tt favour....pathetic....how pathetic can i get?

n my squad!sux can!ask 4 help nia sudd almost every1 offline....or else excuses....wth...is tt wad a squad suppose 2 b?we hav been together 4 3 yrs le...arent we suppose 2 help 1 another?den if 1 of da guys need help....almost whole squad there 2 help....y da diff treatment?after 3 yrs i still dun fit in....haiz...i think i made a mistake yrs ago when i choosing cca...mayb even in choosing sch...but wad 2 do?i insisted on staying even when my whole family persuaded me 2 change...i cant bac out now...its da choice i made...da path i chose...

i think i stayed on was coz of tt incident in sec1...i tot np was a huge family where every1 care 4 1 another...i think i was being too naive...