fine lo...all my bloody freaking fault lo...

its all my fault i dun hav msn 7 n get left out of da conver like an idiot....its my fault tt i felt neglected.....its my fault i got bored den pissed...

its my fault my name is dora...my fault tt my grandpa name me xue zhu...my fault i m born in da lim family...my fault ppl call me snow pig....my fault ppl call me bloody pig...my fault ppl call me doraemon...my fault ppl call me sea monster...my fault ppl call me dodo

its my fault tt ppl came out wif dodo i nvr got angry....its my fault tt they think i like dodo...my fault i name li hwei hui hui coz she call me dodo....ALL MY FAULT!!!my fault tt she say she luv da way she call me hui hui....my fault tt my bday is on jan n li hwei gave me tt bottle....

i m stupid n dumb too....i believed her msg in da bottle....so dumb tt i actually got so touched i almost cried in da end 2 find tt wad she wrote is 4 da sake of giving a prezzie or shes bored...so stupid tt i spend so much time n $ trying 2 get every1 gift 4 valentine's day...my fault ppl can irritate me but i cant b mad....my fault i shldnt hav said anything n suffer in silence

o ya....its my fault tt she can call me dodo w/o me complaining n me calling her hui hui n she hates it.....its all MY FAULT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!its also my fault i felt so cheated when i realise wad she wrote in da bottle is fake....my fault i spoilt their valentine's

n 2 add on....my fault i spoilt chi new yr 4 some ppl....my fault i spoilt my own bday...my fault i felt extra n unwanted.....my fault i m left out....

its all coz i m too naive ya....stupid of me 2 believe....stupid of me 2 believe these 'frenz' of mine....so they r fake....ok....i noe now....no 1 is true.....i m on my own....get out of my life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i dun wan anybody....juz leave me alone....let me die of loneliness....let me live w/o frenz....i dun nid them...i dun nid ppl who r fake....i dun need ppl who dun understand me....i dun need frenz who gang up against me....my fault tt no 1 stand up 4 me....

y do i care whether my frenz will hav anything 4 v'day?its not my prob....i juz wanna like justine...let our frenz hav sth....guess my effort wasted?fine.

its all my fault i m born ME!my fault i m me!my fault i wan 2 b me!my fault i try 2 please ppl till i m not me anymore...my fault i wan 2 fit in so badly tt i m not me anymore....whos da real me anyway?i dunno anymore...mayb its even my fault i m so sensitive...

its my bloody freaking fault i m not enjoying myself....n tt i m always so depressed on special days...mayb da world needs me no longer...mayb i m juz a cursed 2 ppl...i m born liddat...wad can i do?

juz let me off....let me cry...let me bang my head against da wall.....juz let me die....dun blame me if u dun see anymore smile on my face b it real or fake....i m tired of acting happy....dun say i look depressed...i m.....mayb i might reach da stage till i dun feel da pain anymore...i hope so....dun say i sound like i wan 2 cry....my heart is crying...juz LEAVE ME ALONE...