-Friday, February 11, 2005
today chu san....so sian.havta go sch....*yawnz*
went sch n was feeling slpy all da time....didnt really follow wad lela was saying....den we had p.e...wan chin fell...omg...i saw her fall yet couldnt stp it....no 1 could stop it?hahaz...anyways....rite after she fell she atarted crying...can prac feel her pain too....its juz like tt sec1 camp....*ouch*=x....n worse...we hav lessons after tt on 4th lvl!!!jun n net went 2 buy ice 4 her....luckily theres illyana da sjab gal!den wc sat on a chair....i suggested moving her 2 da side away frm da parade sq...den sum1 said"omg...she liddat u still wanna play???"wth....m i tt heartless???????its hot n sunny there ma...of coz move casualty away rite..n its like in da middle of nowhere?
den help her up 2 2nd lvl...took a long time....take opp. 2 pon maths...hehe...wc say its normal 4 her 2 twist her leg....noe her since pri sch but nvr see b4?hahaz....guess i not tt close wif her ya...
den maths....so sian...i wanna slp!!!hahaz....den i ling n jess tok abt tmr outing!!!yay!!!tttt day out!!!woot~den recess tok abt sun bai nian thingy...hehe....will b fun ya?cant wait!lol....den sort of tok abt wads gonna happen 2 ling....den abt *ahem....den i saw **** turn n eyes look dam big...omg....he haven gotten over yet?=x...den had chi....do test corrections nia...stupid la...i think i do most corrections de...my lower den edward n karl...can u imagine???omg...i cham le....den i do corrections till hand pain sia....so much!!!practically hav 2 do corrections 4 all....
anyway...who going mr toh n mdm ma hse bai nian??who going???i heard is coz sum of da gals wanna learn make dumpling tts y go mdm ma hse de....lol...den when mr toh ask who wan 2 go his hse...i go n ask got ang bao take not...hehe...come 2 think of it hor...i like very bad leh....lol...
haiz...i m sensitive n tts a fact....huix2 say no need show....m i?i m juz being who i m....da chao sensitive me....i dun wanna act happy when i m not....i m sick of tt fake face....feel like i m suffocating....theres no1 i can really confide in except gek....but it so hard 2 explain certain things ya?n i m tired of explaining too....juz leave me alone...i dun wanna say anything.i m not angry wif any1 ya...juz mad at myself...y do i feel da way i do? i always feel tt i m not wanted n dam extra....ppl wun miss me ya...it wouldnt make a diff if i was present anot...mayb if i m not it would b beta...ppl tell me dun feel tt way coz its wrong... but i cant help it ya....its da feeling u guys giv me...n being da sensitive person i m....haiz....i hav nth 2 say 2 any1 now...i dun wanna quarrel wif any1 le...