haiz...WADS GOING ON ARND ME?????????????

i cant take it much longer...
i m sick n tired of all this...
*weep*

emotions r running high...theres lots of explanations made n 2 b made...
who can really understand?
those funny jokers cant understand da pain of da victims...
victims cant understand y those ppl do tt...
y?y does tis nid 2 happen?

every1 is like a rubber band stretched 2 its limit...1 snap n its affecting da rest...its like a chain reaction whr every1 gets involved...

i cant stand seeing a fren cry...i really cant...i wan 2 comfort them...but i dunno how 2...wad if i comfort it worsen?if i dun comfort,ppl might think i m unfeeling n dun tok 2 me anymore...

i tried helping pes....but i dun care anymore...pl explain...but they juz cant seem 2 understand wad da victims felt...

i cant stand seeing ppl arnd me so depressed...i juz cant...every1's tired...every1's going crazy...not juz u alone...wad u do 2 relieve urself frm da stress n everything can coz others 2 go crazy...plz ppl....plz think of consequences b4 u act...esp when u r tot 2 b 1 of those most-level headed person,1 of those responsible ppl...we r all trained 2 b leaders...so plz foresee wad can happen wif ur actions n not juz think of having fun alone...

haiz...i can totally understand da feelings of those made fun of...of coz...i m victims 2 many jokes played too...it has taught me 1 thing...2 b void of feelings...be sad n angry onli let u lose out...coz u r sheding tears 4 ppl who r not worth ur tears...even 4 those u tot is ur fren...n 2 b angry onli let others hav a chance 2 say u r unreasonable n sensitve...thus all da blame comes 2 u....when tt happens u will onli b more hurt

haiz...every1 arnd me r depressed...every1 is complaining abt 1 another...haiz....i cant deny i m too...but i find these ppl fake...1 min complain abt some1 da next is gd fren....i guess i m such a person too...tts y i hate myself....

cheer up ppl...

i m so over these jokers...they can juz go hang themself 4 all i care...i will not let them see my tears...i will not let them hav da satisfaction of their joke's success...no1's jokes r gonna hurt me animore...next time some1 use me as a target of jokes will onli get a slap across their face n their ear drums burst coz of me screaming into it...dun say i nvr warn u ppl...i m not gonna shed tears n walk off animore...after slapping n screaming even if i cry its not any business of those jokers...coz i will not b angry wif them...i will onli b disappointed 2 hav such frenz

o ya...ppl can ask me not 2 take the joke of an accident seriously...if i dun treat them as frenz i wouldn't even b bothered...they can go kill themselves 4 all i care.

plz ppl...plz stop all this...i cant take it anymore.