tmr is the long awaited 4....NATIONALS!
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since the hol started i hav been so bz
db training,sc meeting,outings planning,tons of hmwk,n studying 4 common test
=(
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last week sis got married
up till now i m still adjusting to life w/o her
but i hav grown abit richer coz of her wedding
the open door hongbao,jie mei hongbao really quite alot =x
morn woke up at 5+ sit wit my sis while she sip milo
its like my last time waking up n seeing her lor
den the dinner din really enjoy...
most of the time i bz drying my tears
its so sad to see her gone u noe...even if she's still alive
n sitting at the vip table wit all the uncles n aunties
totally boring!
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sis married...
nobody to watch tv wit me
quarrel wit me
buy dinner 4 me =(
I MISS U SIS!!!
seems like i hav lost both siblings....
life juz isnt the same anymore
i wud gladly give up my room
my space n hav them all back...
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tmr nationals...wish them ALL THE BEST!
although tmr com...but the coach wudnt let us off wit training
tmr b4 the com hav running n stuff
haiz
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mb tmr is my last time boating...
i m surprised to hav survived these few mths
actually i m not suited 4 boating la
when ppl hear tt i join boating also shocked lor
wads more wit my asthma n stuff
even the doc is advising me against it
n wit council somemore
haiz...
but i dun wan to let my db friends dwn
n my bro who encouraged me to take up tis sport
they hav been thr 4 me all this time
thanks ppl =)
n i pray....everything will b alrite
*prays*
i m juz so weak la
always sick
even coach cannot tahan me
somehow i think he hates me
dunno la
n sis is asking me 2 quit n concentrate on studies n council
haiz
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next wk going 4 biopsy
hope nth wrong =)
if sth really happens i dunno wad i m gonna do
nobody cares anyway