life is so fragile...u nvr noe wads going to happen next...
today sis had a miscarraige....
really dunno wad to do sia...
every1 was so happy...we were all so excited
and jus when i accepted the fact tt she is pregnant...the baby is gone...
juz ytd she jus asked me whether i wud lov her child
i even tot of wad to buy for my niece/nephew
=(
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today had spa...came home onli to realise the cruel fact...
chatted wit my sis over the phone after her op
we really dunno wad to say...
we jus cry over the phone
i can really sense her sadness...
jus cant bear to see her so upset
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jus found out wad really happened
the specialist said the baby had actually stop growing 2 weeks ago
and tt was the time my family doctor announced her pregnancy
i shud hav insisted tt she go to a gynae for check-up
at least we wun hav so much hope



ytd was a long day
after sch went wit nat n da jie to visit xy....
den brought nat home while she wait 4 her roy roy to come fetch her home...
was watching vcds n crapping n stuff...
after tt went to celebrate cindy n gek's bday
however the mood wasnt really thr anymore...
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met gek den travel to ps tgt...
met jia ling n cindy thr...
if they din call out to us i wouldnt hav known it was them lor
2 of my bestie in pri sch but lost contact when they moved to sengkang
waited 4 tiff shia, yang xu n clifford
tiff came den we head to fish n co 4 dinner...
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waited n waited 4 the guys to come
n the 2 smart guys...they met us at 8 while we supposed to meet at 6.30
n they went to eat b4 coming to meet us 4 dinner
luckily we started eating w/o them.
lots of ppl celebrated their bday thr too
n tt gek...today like small little gal liddat...
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went to play pool after dinner...chit-chat wit them too
so yang xu seems to b on close terms wit the guys in class
the world so small sia...haha
den when they tok abt sch i was so out la
all frm poly n onli me frm jc -.-
n their lives seem so fun...
poly courses sudd seem so exciting to me
like jialing going to las vegas n cruise 4 her course...
n the gals seem to hav so much fun la...
wad suit to buy,wad courtshoes to wear,whr to work during hols
i also wan!!!!
after tt we took a pic...but tt yx hav to ruin it 4 us...hmmph
miss them so much sia...hopefully we can go out more often =)



jus confirmed a news jus now....
my sis is pregnant...
few days ago mum was telling me i was going to b an aunt...
i tot she was telling a joke...
but bro confirmed it earlier on
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i m supposed 2 feel happy 4 her...
but i jus cant feel a tinge of happiness...
instead i felt so sad...
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sis is the 1 who dote on me the most...
during the darkest times she was willing to do anything 4 me...
we used to b so close...
after she got married we started to drift apart....
but at least she still dote on me...
but now...after the baby is born...
will she still dote on me?
most prob she will giv all her love n attention to her child....
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mayb i shud start saving up....
when sis n bro start their family,they wun b able to support me anymore...
n being an aunt...i shud dote on my nephews n nieces...
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i feel tt my world has been torn apart
just within a yr everything change...
both sch n family...
bro n sis got married...
they moved out...
mum change job n i can hardly see her anymore....
den get into jc..
new friends...
and those friends whom i can really pour my troubles to r far n few in between...
so many lost due to misunderstandings
n now sis's pregnancy...
i dun think i can cope wit all the changes anymore
if onli time could stop n let me take a breather n adapt to the changes...



Happy Teachers day!!!
finally hol is here!yay!!
but cannot slack...must mug!
haha
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ytd had teachers day celebration in sch...
did quite abit of last min stuff...
well...i din help out much so its the least i can do la...
thanks santono 4 helping me to cut out the stars n gladys who help write the msg...
(ur stars wasnt rejected =) )
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ushered the teachers into the hall b4 the performance...
felt so dumb la
i was like a recorder repeating 'happy teachers day' over n over
n the teachers like dun care liddat
they went on chit-chating n stuff
=.=
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went to see the performance
i missed asri's performance la!
so wanted to hear him sing lo
hmmph!
some performances were gd....
but i din like the bands...
ms tan so pretty ar...but she wasnt as stiff as the rest said leh
n mr ng n mr ho was so COOL~hard to imagine mr ho jumping n rocking away lo
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den gave the photo frames to the teachers...
i wasnt given much choice...so i din noe the teachers i was supposed to giv the frame to
went hunting 4 them...thanks to mrs goh n mr oh who helped me find them =)
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after the celebration went to the council rm grabbed my blazer n rushed to expo
went into max pavilion n went backstage 4 briefing n lunch
the lunch was like yuck
some white cabbage which tastes odd n mutton!
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den at arnd 2 the police was having a BOMB SWEEP
haha
i wonder how they do it...hmm
n the organisers told us not to b surprised if our bags are being ransacked,
coz the police might hav gone thru them
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went back to max pavilion after a break n had our uniform checks
wearing stockings n courtshoe is pure torture!
went into the hall n waited 4 the police to finish their checks...
alot of superintendents came...
saw mr ng too!(the tms p.e teacher)
den went into the main hall to look arnd...took our places n watched the videos played..
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there was this video of some of the best teaching materials...
sth like matrix...but s'pore style n abt sci..abt pivots,levers n stuff
at the end the gd guy was caught by the bad ones...
den a screen came up saying 'do ur sci assignment to watch the next episode'
teachers r really very innovative seh
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had dinner at arnd 6...dinner was better...bee hoon n curry chicken
but ivan,hong qi n i shared i packet coz we were planning to hav dinner outside later.
finished up n went back to our respective positions
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den the teachers came
had to maintain a smile while ushering...
some teachers ar...i wonder how they become teachers de...
i was smiling at them n ushering them la...
some like giving me the dao face lo...or else make things hard 4 me...
den after tt still take the teachers' pledge say 'i will be caring to students'
*puke*
saw mrs goh n mr samad...haha...
saw mr ramli too!wanted to see the teachers frm tms but missed them
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went off when the teachers were seated
we were allowed to eat the buffet..
alot of food la..
i counted there was 5 big fruit tables...
each food tables had 4 buffet chain
each buffect chain had 2 side serving the same food...
it was really a buffet enough to serve 7000 teachers
den the pm came...
we tot it was rude to eat while he made his entrance
so we went to form 2 rows awaiting his arrival...
after he walked in...most of the ushers ran back...i really mean RAN back to the buffet tables
glutton seh..haha
some security officers were nice...they came to tok to us...
=)
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overall it was quite fun =)