jus confirmed a news jus now....
my sis is pregnant...
few days ago mum was telling me i was going to b an aunt...
i tot she was telling a joke...
but bro confirmed it earlier on
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i m supposed 2 feel happy 4 her...
but i jus cant feel a tinge of happiness...
instead i felt so sad...
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sis is the 1 who dote on me the most...
during the darkest times she was willing to do anything 4 me...
we used to b so close...
after she got married we started to drift apart....
but at least she still dote on me...
but now...after the baby is born...
will she still dote on me?
most prob she will giv all her love n attention to her child....
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mayb i shud start saving up....
when sis n bro start their family,they wun b able to support me anymore...
n being an aunt...i shud dote on my nephews n nieces...
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i feel tt my world has been torn apart
just within a yr everything change...
both sch n family...
bro n sis got married...
they moved out...
mum change job n i can hardly see her anymore....
den get into jc..
new friends...
and those friends whom i can really pour my troubles to r far n few in between...
so many lost due to misunderstandings
n now sis's pregnancy...
i dun think i can cope wit all the changes anymore
if onli time could stop n let me take a breather n adapt to the changes...